This is the most fabulous and scariest time of my life. Am I "48" already?? that is scary and exhalirating at the same time. My fiance and i are splitting after 13 years, my two daughters will both be in college & I am moving by myself. It’s easy to dwell on what is so scary about all of this but i choose to surround myself with all the good I have. I am blessed with two wonderful daughters, parents and amazing girlfriends. I am focusing on all the positives in my life and am certain that i will find that right path to follow, even though i will swerve from time to time. I love that at 48 i am healthy, active, more confident and more sure of what i want and don’t want. I have come to realize what is truly important in life- health, family and friends.