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Desperately Wanting to Be a Mother

Hey everyone, my name is Jamie and I’m twenty years old. For the longest time I can remember I’ve always wanted to be a mother, I have been with my fiancé for six and a half years ... When I was fourteen years old we thought that I was pregnant and we were so happy, we were scared but happy. Well we found out that I wasn’t and ever since then we’ve always wanted to be parents, well November 2006 I found out that I was pregnant. I was sooo excited!!! I went home and told me fiancé ... we then told our families and they were excited ... and then four days later I started having a miscarriage ...  I was five weeks and two days ... that was the most awful feeling we have ever felt ... I was depressed and very angry ... we finally got better and four months later in February 2007 I went to the doctor because I thought I had a UTI ... he came back and told me that I was pregnant ... oh I was scared, happy, and upset all at the same time ... he told me and I started bawling ... I went home and told my fiancé and of course he was happy!!!!

I felt like God was finally giving us our miracle. I was at work one day and I started to hurt so I decided to go to my OB just to be sure. I worried all the time ... well when I got there I had started bleeding ... he tool some blood and wanted me to come back in three day to get some more ... those were the longest three days of my life ... I went back and he called me later on that afternoon to tell me that I had miscarried again ... I thought I was going to die ... and I was soo angry at God ... why did he give me the miracles and then just take them right back? I was also five weeks and two days with this pregnancy ... so for a while we didn’t try for another baby cause I didn’t want to put myself or my fiancé through that again, but for the last three months we have been trying and we haven’t had any luck ... but we will keep trying and one day we will be parents ... .



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