Life’s Struggles …
Hello! Well, my name is Michelle. I am currently a stay at home mom! I have a three-year-old daughter named Makayla and she is the light of my life. Currently I am staying over at my dad’s house until my fiancée and I have our house ready to move into, which will be in a few weeks. Until then, I think that is when my stress level will decrease.
My daughter’s history: My little girl was tied up and beaten with a belt by her father’s wife in late January. It’s really stressful to have a little one who has been abused like that, because you really don’t know how to discipline them when they do something bad or wrong and you don’t know what the little one is thinking after something like that has happened.
I am currently pregnant with another one, but this time it is by my soon-to-be husband. I don’t know what to do whenever she does something bad; like any mother, it is very hard for me to spank my daughter because I can’t even raise my hand to her. So to me it is very difficult … actually it is very confusing. I try to talk to her about what happened to her and she says her daddy did it! It hurts, alot! You can only go up from here though and really I am here being strong for my daughter and for the one on the way!
My soon-to-be husband, Jon, is the greatest man I know. I love him so much and I know he is always going to be there for my daughter, our baby on the way, and me. We have been together for two years, but to me it feels like an eternity, probably because I am sooo happy. We want to have a boy so we can have our perfect little family. Things have had a rough start, but then again when you love something or someone, everything will be rough and stressful—you just have to work at it. Makayla is the greatest daughter in the world and I can’t wait to have our family and have our house and have our happy life.