Well, I went for a blood test today and it came back negative! I will be starting another stim cycle with follistim when my cycle begins again. I thought I would have so much more to be thankful for this Thanksgiving. I am so tired of being discouraged and depressed and nobody understanding how I feel. Everyone I know that started trying when we did already has their baby and here I am with empty arms. I am very thankful for the two children I have but I really want another baby in my heart. I know I am meant to have three children!