If your like me you keep asking why me why is it so hard for me to get pregnant!!!! I have tried all the positions, propped things up down and all around you probably know what I’m talking about. I’m seventeen years old fixin’ to be eighteen this March. I have been trying to get pregnant since I was sixteen. I know that probably sounds stupid, but that’s what I have always wanted, to have a family I can call my own! I was sexually, verbally, and mentally abused as a child hence the reason I do not have anything to do with any of my BLOOD FAMILY!!! My fiancé has had all this done to him also and he has absolutely no family he claims, we can’t wait until we actually have a family and we can all do stuff together I’m so excited I love children I have had to raise myself one of my sisters and half of my cousins there are about twenty-five of us!!!! I can’t wait to go on family vacations and be able to share the holidays with them, if your like me the holidays really get you down you see everyone else having fun with their family and you have none, or you have one and everyone else have kids and a new baby and you have to hear all about them when all you want is the same thing and your ready for kids and their clearly not. I would love to hear what you think about my story I would also love to hear yours.